This is an imperfect universe. Remember: avoiding making a decision is to make a decision by default – often one that will put your life on hold.
Be glad you have the power to choose, choose as well as you can, following through on the choice.
If you are relaxed and content, it’s almost certainly the right choice for you, at least for now.
The way you feel after making that choice or taking up that option will indicate whether it was right nor not!
Trust your intution and learn whatever you can from it. You will grow in the process!