Pleasure rules. Passion dictates. When you try to sublimate these desires, your world goes to the vultures. Everything becomes distorted and crippled. It’s plain stupidity to try to conceal your actions under the guise of something else.
♥You are what you are.
♥You want what you want.
♥You do what you do.
♥You act as you act.
♥You follow your instinct.
Who are you kidding?
Your personal burdens and responsibilities are sacred and you are not accustomed to shirking them. At times, you tend to feel guilty, however, to the point of staled uninspired emotion paralyzing you. It would prove beneficial if you would learn to remember why you are doing what you are doing at any given minute. Stop with the idea that something is going to come from all of this.
Nothing’s coming that you don’t already possess. If you continue to do things just to be thought of as a ‘nice and decent’, ‘loving and compassionate’ person you will no doubt resent the situation and people involved. Become more honest with who you are and what you are truly all about even if it shocks you and the others. It will liberate you from the excessive stringy obligations you feel that are at present stifling.
As selfish as it may sound to you, Life is a one man show. When you are authentic, your life reflects it in every avenue. Others respond to you more authentically. You are able to connect, live, laugh, engage in sex in a more passionate and meaningful way. Levels of unexpressed vitality wait in the balances for your opting to exercise. Why be such a bore? Why not open up to the raw ecstasy inside of you?
Who are you trying to convince that you are not a savaging erotically imbued individual? You’re not dead, yet. Who can do what you can do like you can do it? You’ve got so much unfiltered passion in you. You must tap into it. Until you do, delays, aggravations, complications, headaches, health problems, and obstacles will plague you. Stop lying to yourself. It’s no longer fun.
Your soul and spirit needs stimulation
The fact is: you have an entire un-ventured personal agenda waiting to be excavated.
How much time do you really have to invest in projects that no longer stimulate your soul and spirit? Get real. Stop lally-gagging.
Get up and get busy with those projects that will astonish even your closest associates. You’re unmotivated because you are trying to slide through life without an investment of your best self. (No morals involved) You’ve never cared up until this point, why jump tracks now? You can’t change horses in the middle of a stream, my mother always told me. You do possess a clever inventive mind: use it.
There’s something you’ve wanted to investigate, nagging at you. But, for 10000 reasons (including 1000 excuses) you try to tell yourself it’s ridiculous to follow that, now. No. it’s not! Nothing could be further from the truth. It’s the only thing that will bring back life into your dried up bones. It’s the sweet fragrance that only you can smell. It draws you like a moth to a flame. The longer you deny the reality of this one need; you will remain dissatisfied in every aspect of your life. Become conscious of just how much this desire infiltrates your mind. Every where you look, there are obvious clues staring you in the face. One of the reasons you use for not pursuing your dream is money. You say you don’t have the money. Ha!
Money is a funny creature. It shows up for authentic desires. It shies away from false commands and weak indecisive demands. When you finally admit in your soul, declare outwardly what it is you want ‘more than anything’ else in the whole wide world, the money will arrive. Don’t worry about how it will come. That’s not you affair. You follow your passion as a star struck crazed sexually imbued artist and then you shall materialize the means. Nothing short of pentrating the veil will work. You must be fully committed to your one desire. Every act in creation is a powerful sacred sexual manifestation. You are a divine magician; Master of Divine Essence create what you will! There is one prerequisite, however; you must become ruthless in your pursuit of removing layers of artificiality. You will no longer be made to feel guilty or responsible.
Spirituality and Money
When you purposely affirm in your heart that you will no longer assume guilt over any matter [before, now or henceforth] a tremendous breakthrough is entertained. A time warped hole, as such, will be instantaneously created; ready to be filled to capacity with new spontaneous sensual artistic desire. Along with the removal of guilt; responsibility, remorse, regret, unsubstantiated relished reverence will leave hurriedly. In its place, authenticity arrives bringing a liberating freedom unlike anything you’ve experienced since you were 8 years old!
Because you’ve feasted upon the power you thought you needed to exercise control and authority, money you either believed you had to have in order to be important or convinced yourself that “IT” possessed, uninteresting sex which fed neither your body nor your mind, alcohol and drugs which were mere substitutes for genuine pleasure, food used as a cheap 2 dollar whore’ in the interim, you will experience an unprecedented freedom which could almost be labeled as dangerous. A person who can no longer be bribed, lured, hypnotized or generated to respond on the outside is truly esoterically dangerous!
For your quest to live in alignment with your spirit, to receive the gifts your deserve including money – the two can co-exist – it is an alignment of your soul purpose and the ability to receive your value that will create the abundance you seek